Friendships that are harmed in one way or another are a really hurtful thing, especially if you really respect and love that friend. Of course I don't want to go through emotional turmoil so soon again.

Perhaps it's me? Maybe I'm still too hot-headed that any good friend of mine will inevitably get burnt by my questioning and demanding ways of behaviour. Am I not wrong to say all these?

And I thought I had already tempered my emotions after all that I had gone through. Apparently I am still as hot headed, demanding and egoistic as ever. How ugly. How ungodly. I'm a little disgusted at myself even. || posted by Kuan Hui