The expectations I have placed on myself have been unhealthy, and God is reminding me to set things right with Him, to seek Him and trust Him first. The unhealthy pressure that I have placed upon myself this week has led me to believing that any time I am not actively performing research or networking, I must be slacking off and I am a lazy, good-for-nothing.

I have lost sight of seeking God first.

The key message I have been getting as of late is the message of seeking the kingdom of God, and His righteousness first. When I asked myself the question, "What is God's will for me in my life?" The realisation was that I did not really know the answer. I thought I knew it. I didn't.

I know I must seek His will and His direction, and submit my everything to Him. I admit I have not completely surrendered my all to Him, and that is what I must seek to do, in the coming days. And I ask for more faith, that I will be enlightened to give my all to Him.

Trust in the Lord, trust in the Lord,
Sing when your trials are greatest,
Trust in the Lord and take heart. || posted by Kuan Hui