This has been the longest gap since I've re-started writing here. To say that work has changed my lifestyle a bit would be an understatement, because I have gone from having my own flexibility and free time to having almost none. The last couple of weeks at work was a humbling experience for me. It taught me about how prestige and money are false gods. It made me understand better what I value in my life. It made me run to God for refuge amidst long working hours, and His unconditional love for me. It provided a good time to dissolve my ego, to learn that I know so little, and that I am in no way a capable person as I am now. It has taught me to complain less and seek God more.

Unfortunately, I've also stopped editing J.C. Ryle's commentaries. Which is a shame, and is something I shall need to pick back up really soon. I've also had much less time for introspection. My personal time where my mind can run free on possibilities and ideas have been severely limited by work. So what now? Rationally I know I have to pick up on these things again, before I get lost in this new lifestyle, but it ain't easy at any rate.

I hope I get wiser, more grateful, and more determined as the days go by. || posted by Kuan Hui